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In the Rough, Volume One: Faith

by Brian West

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1.
Can you live with the mystery? Can you explain all that's inside of me? Is it foolish to base your living belief only on what we can measure to be? I have been to the ending Of my understanding, Where myst'ry begins If I limit my living To what I can master, I close myself in I'm turning my back on the Source of the Wind Find your comfort in the thought that you're free; Make your choice now - - choose your slavery Dreams of money or a junkie's retreat, Running away from reality I face up to the challenge Of hearing my calling, His voice comes again I am happy to bow down To Whom I have found now, To let Him sink in And find I am loved by the Source of the Wind (Repeat)
2.
Am I Alone 04:15
The devil drops a question, a stating of his art, A rude intrusion into my tranquility One drop of information disturbs my placid heart; The acid works its way into the mystery. Now it's holding in me CHORUS Am I alone? Have you ever felt like this before? If you have, did you come home? Was there Someone there to open the door? I wouldn't be so hungry if there wasn't in my heart A space the size of someone I could trust I'm feeling pretty stable; I'm not breaking apart Until the doubt begins to turn me into dust And I believe I am walking by myself [chorus] And if I am a solitary fool, will you leave me cold and naked? And when that moment comes, will you be friend enough to tell me I screwed up? Too much misinformation has kept me in my place; It binds me, blinds me, robs me of my peace The well-lit angel wants me to cover up my face So I'll deny the Truth one inch in front of me Suddenly I am starving at the feast [chorus] I'm not alone. Have you ever felt like this before? If you have, would you come on home? There is Someone there to open the door, Someone there to open the door.
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All that really matters is what You think My life has been given--it's not my own If I feel the vacuum, the emptiness is mine, I guess It's not because You don't exist, but because of this: I believe that I can live without You, without You CHORUS You are in the habit Of giving me what I ask for when I don't want to admit it Independence is a fiction That I run to when I think that it's convenient 'Cause sometimes when I hide, You come and seek me; But sometimes when I hide, You let me hide. You are not a waiter to hear my prayers, Then go somewhere and bring me my demands Maybe it's better to say, instead, That I would be dead if You really let me see You Now it's time for me to turn to Thee Even if Your only gift is this silence, I don't need a sign to know I love You I love You You are in the habit Of giving me what I ask for when I don't want to admit it Independence is a fiction That I run to when I think that it's convenient 'Cause sometimes when I hide, You come and seek me; But sometimes when I hide, You let me hide. All that really matters is what You think
4.
How fragile my faith; how precarious my prayers; How daring my doubt, following my footsteps Just a breath in front of God It's been so many years ago--I made a promise to the sky Shaking my small fist at Him, I never needed so to cry "You have never left me, never let me get away, But I have never wanted you to hold me, 'til today." How fragile my faith; how precarious my prayers; How daring my doubt, following my footsteps Just a breath in front of God I had to take a drive out West, I had to get away from here I had to see them face to face, the few I hold so dear My sister, crying with me, as I wept on her back porch I felt so far from God; she said, "You don't need to anymore." Is this hand from heaven someone I can trust; or is it hurting me? Does He hold me out to dangle over the flame, Or hold me to His breast, like a child? How fragile my faith; how precarious my prayers; How daring my doubt, following my footsteps Just a breath in front of God How fragile my faith; how precarious my prayers; I'm leaning on grace; the troubled waters of my heart So need the calming breath of God, So need the calming breath of God.

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"In the Rough" is a series of EPs containing some rough demos of some of my songs. Each EP is loosely organized around a theme of some sort. These are low-quality recordings, but I thought they would do more good being released into the wild than just sitting on my hard drive.

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released March 12, 2017

Randy Rodgers: guitars
Brian West: mandolin, vocals

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Brian West Johnson City, Tennessee

I'm a Christian. I ask questions. I write words and music.

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