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In the Rough, Volume Two: Vulnerable

by Brian West

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1.
This was all much easier When I thought I was a boy Imitating laughter in the place of joy The words, they flowed, my heart was known; It was something I could not stop-- Experiments in nakedness in front of God I will put my life in front of you-- Please forgive me for being strange This is how I've learned to live my life. It's how I know that I can be changed. I see the nervousness in your eyes; Not everybody walks around unshod But I think our souls need to be naked in front of God. Take me, hold me; there is so much of me down here Why do I try to hide myself? This is part of my fear; this is part of my fear. Now I've grown up as His little child, Sometimes more, sometimes less like Christ Often when I feel He's turned away from me Is when I've turned away to hide I'm learning more 'bout forgiveness, And the cleansing pow'r in the flowing blood... I do confess to Him my sin; I know these hands are not enough To bring me back to be with Him, As though it took just being tough. It's not my power or my strength That's brought me where I've come to be-- There's too much sin inside my heart; I should be hanging on a tree. But under this pile of dirty laundry, The wretched garments of my death, His resurrection finds me gasping, And fills my lungs with blessed breath. Now I am being re-created, Healed and strengthened from within; Yes, I am happy to be standing, Naked and whole, in front of Him! . . . Come join with me in being naked . . . in front of God.
2.
Listening 03:04
I am trying to pray before You; I am trying to pray all the time Now my life has been laid before You: In the seeming of this silence, I am opening my eyes to find You . . . CHORUS I am listening; I am listening; I am listening; You are speaking, with a whisper, to my heart Exposed and alone, yet I'm filled by the Father; Surprisingly He bothers with my heart I'm learning a lesson of forgiving compassion-- I'm learning what sets Jesus Christ apart BRIDGE A raging, cleansing, storm of silence, The reign of my repentance rising The showers sweep away my sin; Falling on my face, yes You're freeing me again I am listening; I am listening; I am listening; You are speaking, with a whisper, to my heart
3.
And I am drifting down the stream Into a waterfall, and I am trapped beneath the froth Swimming for the surface, and Reaching for the sides, and I am so afraid that both Are out of reach, and I am so afraid that both Are out of reach, and I am so afraid of drowning CHORUS This is my fear, this is my cry-- Who will save me in my hour of drowning? I cannot hear, I cannot see-- Darkness and gravity are all around me Lord, hear my cry... Now the crucial moment: Coming up to breathe is A fading opportunity Cross the silent line Into the mystery, where I have no strength left in me To seek the air, but Now the peace has overcome The cold despair, I'm Hearing voices--am I here or There? This is my fear, this is my cry-- Who will save me in my hour of drowning? I cannot hear, I cannot see-- Darkness and gravity are all around me Lord, hear my cry... BRIDGE Passed beneath the waters, once, yes, A birth came from above But now I am trapped below; Where, under this water, is Your love? This is my fear, this is my cry-- Who will save me in my hour of drowning? I cannot hear, I cannot see-- Darkness and gravity are all around me Lord, hear my cry...
4.
Do you believe you are plain? Do you still think on the many ways You're doomed to suffer a life filled with pain My life has been turned around, Over and over and upside-down Caught in a spin-cycle whirlwind of doubt But the Truth has been given To worm-eaten souls like our own Say it over within you-- He is there when we feel all alone 'Cause we are beautiful; we are embraced by God We are learning the difference between night and day We are learning the value of the words we say Is it twilight, or do we see the break of day? Beauty is all in the eye; This is our fear and our alibi But when we feel ugly, what is God's reply? Jesus has seen every scar; Your best and your worst, He knows who you are And He's reaching out to embrace your broken heart 'Cause His definition Of beauty is different from ours This is no competition; In His eyes we all shine like the stars 'Cause we are beautiful; we are embraced by God We are learning the difference between night and day We are learning the value of the words we say Is it twilight, or do we see the break of day?
5.
Good morning, God. I'm glad to see You've lifted up the sun again. It's a long, long time Since the clouds rolled by And refreshed me with Your reign. Good day, my Friend-- I'm looking for the ways that You've displayed Your grace, Weaving, thread by thread, 'Round the world and now again, In this tapestry of days. And I love You, So I sing it loud, for a lot of folks to hear And I need You, 'Cause alone I'm feasting only on my fear Now the colors flow From a yellow hue to a bright and bloody red In a blue, blue sky, You're appealing to my eye; And I remember what You said Your hand, so fair, Is moving everywhere; You fill with color what was once threadbare This is Your design; I am mercy's child-- There's a work of art in my everyday! And I love You, So I sing it loud, for the ones You love to hear And I need You, 'Cause alone I'm feasting only on my fear You have stayed with me through the valley of my doubt Now Your faithfulness is what I want to sing about, And how I love You... Good morning, God. I'm glad to see You've lifted up the Son again.

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We discover the beauty and presence of God within and around us by making ourselves vulnerable to Him and to others.

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released April 26, 2017

Derek McNatt: Keyboard
Randy Rodgers: Guitars and programming
Brian West: Vocals, mandolin, and programming

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I'm a Christian. I ask questions. I write words and music.

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